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by Citizen Scientist

Mourning the birth of myself god dammit the post-social-gathering depression is real. Ready for someone to come annihilate me please. I hate that the sadness always manifests as physical pain and turmoil. Seems just cyclical and unavoidable at this point. Idk how I could ever adequately take care of myself. Whenever I get like this, I remember the feeling that I should never actually try to do anything. Almost every single social anything becomes inevitably triggering for me. I want to travel and tour and make friends but everything I’ve ever tried... I’ve ended up quitting because it hurts too much. Bands, college, etc. Also yes obviously I need a therapist but no I won’t give cash to anyone who’s ignorant of trans experiences. Tried that once and quit it too. anyway. I have no future : - ) have a nice day


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released October 18, 2019

Thank you to my supporters over on Patreon! ily Karen, Jon, Gus, Jason, Evan, Taylor, and Calvin! <3

Nora Nygard: Producer / Audio Engineer / Recording / Mixing / Mastering / Administration / Cover / Photography / Vocals / Tape / Transfer to Digital

Equipment used includes: Yamaha MT120S Four-Track Cassette Recorder, Avid Pro Tools Ultimate.

Recorded at Midwestern Biological Laboratories.

Little Sisyphus | CS138


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