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Any Other Party Notes
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Mourning the birth of myself
god dammit the post-social-gathering depression is real. Ready for someone to come annihilate me please. I hate that the sadness always manifests as physical pain and turmoil. Seems just cyclical and unavoidable at this point. Idk how I could ever adequately take care of myself.
Whenever I get like this, I remember the feeling that I should never actually try to do anything. Almost every single social anything becomes inevitably triggering for me. I want to travel and tour and make friends but everything I’ve ever tried... I’ve ended up quitting because it hurts too much. Bands, college, etc.
Also yes obviously I need a therapist but no I won’t give cash to anyone who’s ignorant of trans experiences. Tried that once and quit it too.
anyway. I have no future : - ) have a nice day
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