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god dammit the post-social-gathering depression is real. Ready for someone to come annihilate me please. I hate that the sadness always manifests as physical pain and turmoil. Seems just cyclical and unavoidable at this point. Idk how I could ever adequately take care of myself.
Whenever I get like this, I remember the feeling that I should never actually try to do anything. Almost every single social anything becomes inevitably triggering for me. I want to travel and tour and make friends but everything I’ve ever tried... I’ve ended up quitting because it hurts too much. Bands, college, etc.
Also yes obviously I need a therapist but no I won’t give cash to anyone who’s ignorant of trans experiences. Tried that once and quit it too.
I want everyone to hear this album. It's the first time in almost ten years I've felt that way — the first time I've ever put out a record so personal it feels dangerous to show it to anyone at all. Citizen Scientist
The drum set shakes a flood of delay, synth loops flutter inside your hypnosis. A half hour on Earth spent flickering on and off. You're going to give me serotonin syndrome with your eyes. Citizen Scientist
Post-punk from the height of my aimless teenage trans angst. There's nothing more strange than your hometown and the body you grew up in. Let's take a bath in the middle of the day. Citizen Scientist
Multimedia artist Jolanda Moletta creates a gorgeous ambient tribute to her female ancestors solely from her own vocals. Bandcamp New & Notable Jul 12, 2022