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Any Other Party Notes

from Any Other Party Notes by Citizen Scientist



Mourning the birth of myself

god dammit the post-social-gathering depression is real. Ready for someone to come annihilate me please. I hate that the sadness always manifests as physical pain and turmoil. Seems just cyclical and unavoidable at this point. Idk how I could ever adequately take care of myself.

Whenever I get like this, I remember the feeling that I should never actually try to do anything. Almost every single social anything becomes inevitably triggering for me. I want to travel and tour and make friends but everything I’ve ever tried... I’ve ended up quitting because it hurts too much. Bands, college, etc.

Also yes obviously I need a therapist but no I won’t give cash to anyone who’s ignorant of trans experiences. Tried that once and quit it too.

anyway. I have no future : - ) have a nice day


from Any Other Party Notes, released October 18, 2019


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